I love her a lot...plzz help..!!?

The only reason u want her back is so u can be king again, she is better off without you, why should she take u back, because u have not changed one bit or because people are treating you like you treated her, n about committing suicide r u really that weak of a person, show her ur strength not weakness prove to her u can live without her and show her u trulty have changed, it hurts in the beginning but she will come around if u just give urself some time to grow n really learn how to love her, for both her n urs sake, be strong from within make her come back to you by doing the right thing not by manipulation or ultimatiums, not how it should be