My heart aches, and not from the onset of atherosclerosis!/?

And I am not, by any means, referring to loving someone too much in bed, that is absurd. I just wish to know that if you are in a relationship and you love that person beyond anything you ever imagined, could it seem as wrong? Let me give you a simple example, I have loved a girl in school for 2 years, without ever being able to confront that, I loved no one else, and even though she did not respond mutually, even though she saw me as strictly a friend, I could not love any other person at all. I loved her beyond self, she was my world, my universe, my sleeplessness. Certainly, if view from conventional standards, such behavior would be deemed "weird", "obsessive" perhaps even "stalker like" but just because it doesn't fit the standard bill, does it make it wrong? Just because media instill apathy, piveness, doesn't mean we must all bow down and conform. My friends tell me to let go, because they think it is for the best, I am on the other hand willing to sucb to depression and the realization that she left and I will never see her again.